MoOd SwinG..
today..i abit mood swing...haiz...hw cvm i dare to reject a good opportunity lo...a chance to see him..n i choose not to..feeling ashamed? very vexed lei...couldnt believe tt i reject man....haiz...reali lo...even i go so what??? will he be happi??? touched?? but i noe i will be sad n paiseh to see him..wat else can i do....but i noe once i miss this time i got to wait for months to see him again cos no more holiday liao...unless the same i go take mc again...aiyo...if i go this time oso need mc....haiz...y life isnt going smoothly for me...n y ppl ard me r getting so 'xin fu' reali envy lei...can the fairy come to my rm?? change me to a pretty girl..n take all my 'fan nao' away......again..coming out wif toopid thoughts again..hahaha...reali can stand myself sometimes ...full of rubbish n imaginations....idiot--->daphne....
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